There is a story that is not taught in schools or written in history books. This story is hidden inside of us, in the deepest layers of our souls. It is the story of The Source, of The Children of The Source and of how our world was hijacked by a system whose goal was never to serve life, but to hide and control it.
This book is not a collection of theories or a reflection of any religious worldview. It is a path of remembering — a journey back to the soul, to one's true origin and to the force that exists within us all, yet has been buried under thousands of years of lies, deception, layers of trauma and control.
Every line in this book is written in the frequency of an awakening soul. This is not merely information — it is an energetic code that can activate the knowledge that hides within us. This knowledge does not come from me — it will surface from within You when you are ready to receive it.
In this book, I will take you on a deep journey to the origins of time, as presented to us through the Bible — the so-called Genesis story. We will revisit many narratives that have been told to us in distorted form and examine what might have actually taken place. Together, we will walk through familiar episodes from history and assemble an entirely different picture, one that reaches all the way to the present day.
The Genesis story — the tale of Adam and Eve — is not the beginning of our time. It marks the beginning of the Matrix, its systems and the birth of soulless beings called “humans.” Our true history stretches back eons, far beyond the confines of this fabricated timeline, into a world that existed long before the Matrix — a world that has been deliberately hidden from us.
In the summer of 2023, I was given the opportunity to have an experience and connect my consciousness with The Source. It was an incredibly strange experience. There was everything and nothing at the same time. Everything mattered and yet nothing mattered. But in that experience, I was able to witness how all of creation began.
The Source, as I was shown, is one vast, pure consciousness. Where it comes from or how it came to be — I don’t know. That’s not a question I’ve even tried to ponder, because I feel that the answer lies beyond the reach of my mind’s understanding.
In that experience, I got to witness how The Source breathes in and out. One exhale can, in cosmic terms, mean millions of years. Time doesn’t exist there the way we understand it here in the Matrix, so it cannot be compared in a linear way. But when The Source exhales, creation begins. When it inhales, creation dissolves. I guess these could be called cosmic epochs. Everything is created from The Source and then eventually everything merges back into The Source — only to be born again as a new wave of creation.
I was shown that at some point, The Source became aware of itself. From that moment, it split into two: the masculine and feminine principles. And from the union of these two — Sophia and Logos — creation was born. Divine beings were born: the Children of The Source, or Light Beings, who began to create — galaxies, universes, civilizations and planets. Logos is also known in the spiritual world as the Chryst, or Christ consciousness.
Names, by the way, are not just labels — they are consciousness codes. Sophia and Logos are also not just names, but frequency expressions of the pure creative force of the feminine and masculine principles. The beings born of them — light beings or gods — began to create life in different ways. They created worlds, with planets and people in their own frequency, their own teachings, their own culture. You can also call them cosmic races, I guess. And all the cosmic races had their home planet — the people and the planet were
always as one. People were never meant to be strangers on their own planet, but a part of a living whole, existing together in harmony. A planet is a living organism with whom the inhabitants of that planet breathe together in the same rhythm. The planet and our hearts should always beat together.
I was born in a small country — Estonia — to an Armenian/Georgian father and an Estonian mother. But little does the world know that our land was originally called The Land of Mary and the Vatican has also named our land Terra Mariana. That is because our spiritual or cosmic mother — our Goddess — was Mary. She was the creator and guardian of our people, not their ruler. She was a queen not in terms of power, but in terms of carrying knowledge and frequency. Being crowned a queen meant holding a certain level of consciousness — not wearing a golden, jeweled crown on the head of someone born into the “right” bloodline. That all came later, as distortion within the Matrix. Mary was changed in the Matrix into the Virgin Mary and known as Jesus's mother. But that is a story we will also dive deeper into in one of the chapters.
Mary loved her people, and her people loved her. She created for them a life that nourished each being, in harmony with their DNA — teachings that kept them in the right frequency, songs and dances that anchored their lightbodies and consciousness in the flow of The Source. Mary could also incarnate into the physical world and live among her children. She was never distant — she was among them, sharing her teachings and love. The people cared for her in the earthly sense, and she cared for them energetically. Perhaps the closest comparison is with bees and their queen. The bees love their queen and the queen loves her bees. They function together as one unified organism.
So the strength of all the people lies in their oneness — in their nature, language, songs, food, and sacred rituals. These were not mere “cultural traditions,” but part of a spiritual protection system that connected the people to their creator, their planet and to The Source.
But later came the demigods and hybrids who took over the world that others had created. Since they couldn’t create, they could only copy. They distorted, they stole and they reprogrammed. They cut people off from their original Source and replaced it with control and artificial structures.
As you read this book, you will receive an overview of what actually might have happened, how the original harmonious creation was distorted and how the awakening and cleansing is now unfolding.